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Why does this always happen between us? I always try to refrain from getting her angry because I know that she is rather hot tempered. I had times where I unknowingly made her angry and also times where I knew I was at fault, but everything it happened, I'm always desperately making it up to her as far as I know. Ever since the 1st incident, things started to change and I've been careful not to let history repeat itself, because I know that whenever it happens, our friendship will worsen. I admit that there were occasions where I was distending myself because if I did, it might just make things better. Whenever I quarrel with her, my heart will ache and subsequently, I wouldn't dare to speak to her anymore. It was tough, but no matter how hard I tried, I know that I can never erase that scar.

I'm writing all these because it just happened a few minutes ago. I tried to keep my cool, but unfortunately she sensed it, well at least I knew that she could. We view things differently and because of this, we might disagree with each other and who knows, bad things might start to happen because of this.

This could be another reason why I shouldn't go for it, but I really hope not. I don't want it to end this way, not like this..

At least right now, I know what is her thinking, and it should prevent such quarrels from happening again..